To know love beyond the fairy tale concepts we must become real with life as it is, in us and through us.
The love and wholeness I know, within and without, receives life unconditionally just as it is. It is playful, open, receptive, direct, immediate, transparent, and very much wakeful and aware to the inherent value, beauty and goodness in the awareness of the other.
I simply choose to see wholeness and possibilities for shared conscious play, as I have seen that what I feared was feeling and sensing the false impressions I held about myself.
What I have learned is that there is nothing to be afraid of and there is nothing to fear. The only rejection we can experience is the mirrored rejection of ourselves through the eyes of the other. They are the potent reminder in our direct encounter with reality to release the false impressions we have assumed about ourselves. These wounds are our opportunities to pay attention and to direct healing intentions to comfort the wounded child within still trapped in his and her trauma of perceived inadequacy.
A felt and sensed rejection is a false impression within our awareness that has become a groove, an invisible belief structure, that interprets our beingness as partial and incomplete. When we perceive a rejection it is a gangrenous cut within our awareness that has forgotten our wholeness.
In every conscious moment you are always free to see the compulsive movement within your being. You are free to no longer unconsciously identify with the mental and emotional stories from your recollected past and the theatrical dramas inside your head. They are no longer a part of your fluid awareness.
You can choose to embrace and be with reality in an intimate direct way as it is emerging and dancing in and through you as feelings and sensations. It is safe. The only thing we truly fear is to come face to face with our own wounds.
You are not alone as you notice the manifestation of a fear, pain, and suffering projected onto the canvas of life arising in and through you. We all carry these recollections of the wounds and scars of disconnection within us. By allowing and bringing our projected fear selves into our conscious mind we learn to again open our hearts, wide open, with sweet, authentic and generous understanding and compassion to others around us.
The life force within you is fluid in direct connection with all of life itself as spacious awareness, free from the contraption of mental and emotional boundaries, and free of conceptual time and space. and free from all agendas.
There are no deficiencies…only your open and raw awareness in learning!