At the center of your ORIGIN is the always cool chill. It is a freedom that is neither framed into something, or a freedom framed away from something. It is a simple, direct and transparent interaction with life…as life…. unto itself unadorned.
This is the event horizon of uncertainty, where nothing is known. It is a crisp and clear moment, a possibility between this or that, RESPONSIVE, outside the matrix of age old patterning.
It is the golden key of opportunity to have a clear view of your assumed falseness and drop the old patterning (conscious & unconscious) impregnated upon your psyche as an idea of self.
FLOW, as awareness, is the gatekeeper to the origin seldom seen. Resistance, contractions, pain and suffering is simply reflecting where we individually and collectively edit and resist ourselves and each other. FLOW does not edit, resist, or have a preference, it just is… with what is.
Awareness, stuck in the head is always trying to dissect reality through mental and emotional maps, ideas, concepts and beliefs of what is (about self and others), AND are cultivating an avoidance to simply presencing and being there. Awareness in story is to busy in the head nurturing shit.
It takes ruthless examination of the immediate incoming feedback to get on with it and get real. To assume any insight into the seemingly other is another ego identity attempt to avoid itself by excerpting specialness as it is deeply needy (having not seen its origin).
You got to clear out the false impressions that maintains and projects the duality within and without, visible as advocate and adversary, friend and foe, and good and bad to start fresh with a clear view of the seeing of origin expressed as uniqueness.
Without a ruthless commitment to looking at the subtleness of egoic self deception you are stuck in the old infinity loop of patterning. Memento Mori!