“The Malfunctioning Mammal” PTSD – At Home in the Dark


  There is an UNSEEN GIFT in PTSD that often goes unnoticed. I discovered this gift when I began to pay attention to an energy within myself… that was frightening and that I had labelled the unbearable pit of sadness … Continue reading

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Reclaiming Paradise Part 2

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In the past I have often gotten discouraged when I look at the predicament we are in.  We have been cultured  and educated for aggressive growth strategy. The question that has haunted me again and again, as I look at … Continue reading

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A letter of questions to the benefit of entheogens

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Hello Natasha, I found your site after searching for ‘nonduality and entheogens’, and am deeply touched by the profundity, passion and clarity in your posts. Question A:  However, I wanted to ask you about something that i don’t see you … Continue reading

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Rebirthing the Masculine.

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  Awake is a commitment to the rewilding every where. It is the essential attunement to the impeccable hidden harmony within us that is raw and uncensored. It is an integrated flowing life currency that has not been corrupted by … Continue reading

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RECLAIMING PARADISE PART 1

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In the midst of the many crisis felt nationally and internationally, have you asked yourself this simple question?  What will it take to reclaim paradise?  How did we get sucked into living from pay check to pay check, savoring the … Continue reading

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THE PLAY AS SACRED AND PROFANE

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Original text   (Below original text is an expanded version) My heart is your heart.  I  connect and communicate with you through this sensory inverted universe that contain all parts.  In every moment I  surf this endless ocean. In waking, dreaming, and sleeping you touch me … Continue reading

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NEW YEAR REFLECTIONS TO SAVE OUR ESSENTIAL ECO SYSTEMS

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2014 was a year that humans treated each other horribly. But we continue to treat the natural world even worse. Living Alongside Wildlife has a list of 22 species of animal declared extinct in 2014, extending humanity’s long streak of … Continue reading

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The economic operating modus within you are a cultured phenomena

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Be mindful of all business ideology about the value of resource extraction and the value of your personal productivity as it has a green design flaw of efficiency that sadly maintains reckless economic growth for the sake of consumption. Our … Continue reading

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LUV IS … POSSIBLE … and LUV can not be economized.

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When wholeness, dignity and value are recognized intrinsically in life, as u r, LUV is possible as the monetized systems begin to crumble within you. Our culture is organized for measured productivity and services.   Systemically ‘productivity’ is now valued over life and simple connections. … Continue reading

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I FEEL MY HEART AS YOUR HEART

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In my heart I have always had a clear picture of you A subtle stream of information flowing that are not obscured by words A sensory exchange….obliterating the surface A knowing that has no map of knowing It does the curious… … Continue reading

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